A Few Words With...Alaura Grey
by John A. Wilcox
I'll be very honest - I had no clue as to how this interview would go. I've seen very little about Alaura Grey beyond her photos and videos. I'm pleased to report that she is one of the sweetest & most down-to-Earth people I've ever had the pleasure to talk to! Please read on...
PS: Where were you born?
AG: Oakland, California.
PS: How long did you live there?
AG: I actually didn’t live in Oakland. I was born there but I am a foster kid. I was taken in at a year and a half with my brother, who was three. In a home that wasn’t really the best. It was alright but a lot of abuse, physically.
PS: To you?
AG: To both of us.
PS: How long were you in this home?
AG: Until we aged out. Each of us got emancipated at 17. Everything was always our fault or something that we did. It wasn’t the best. In High School my foster dad ended up getting addicted to meth and assaulted me. Ever since then I just had really low self esteem. I wondered why it happened to me. I was always looked at like “oh, she’s got big boobs. That’s who she is!”
Hooters came to town. Everyone at that school said “’oh my God!’ you should go apply!” Eventually I did get a job there. It just always seemed to be like that’s just who I was, might as well just make it work. Eventually someone told me “oh my God, you really should try porn!” and … I tried it. I got into it. It wasn’t really something that was something I enjoyed. It’s just something that had happened. I’m probably the most random person to do it. I’m probably super different from most other people that are in the sex industry.
PS: People get into it for all sorts of different reasons.
AG: Mine have been money and to survive. Honestly it’s never been because it was something I enjoyed. I honestly don’t even watch porn myself. I think it’s all super fake, even more so having done it.
PS: Traveling back in time, when did you pass a D Cup?
AG: I was a double D before 8th grade. I’ve always been a pretty shy person. I went to private school growing up from pre-school to 8th grade.
It was a really hot day in 7th grade and they didn’t want us wearing sweaters. I always wore sweaters. I still wear a lot of sweaters. They made me take off my sweater and obviously when I had to do that a lot of boys realized “Oh my goodness! She’s got really bib boobs!” Then there were a couple of boys in school that probably weren’t the nicest little boys. One of them - when I was over at his house doing a research paper - started touching me when I didn’t want him to. When I told someone, nothing happened. I felt I was always failed by adults. It just seemed to be like, gosh, that’s who I am.
PS: I’ve always said that beauty can be a curse.
AG: Yeah, I definitely will agree with you. As I’ve gotten older I’ve been able to take a look back at my life and something that makes me the most sad is that no one has ever believed in me or told me that I was good enough or could succeed at something. I feel like my parents failed the crap out of me. I feel like if I had had one person in my life that looked at me and had a little bit more faith, maybe I could have been something better, but because of what had happened growing up my whole life I’ve never had that.
Now at 32, I have a boyfriend who actually wants something more for me.
PS: That’s great, I will say though, in the end you have to be what guides you.
AG: See, that’s the thing, I feel like anytime I try I just get knocked down and knocked down. Every time I try to get happy or do better, I feel like something comes along and just kicks me again. Eventually as I’ve gotten older I’ve just tried to learn to kick people out of my life. I took a good 5 year break from dating and worked on just me because I think that’s what I needed. I’m still in the process of trying to figure out who I actually am.
I had kids super young so then again in focusing and putting energy into being a mom and into them. It’s so hard trying to figure out not only am I not just a mom but I’m a person all on my own. Who is that person and who do I want to be?
PS: What would you like to be doing?
AG: I love working with my hands. I built a bench for my front porch along with a table. I worked and redid furniture. I love feeling a sense of accomplishment when it’s done. Seeing when I’ve taken something from start to now. Seeing the difference. It’s something that I do enjoy. Something that I take pride in. I built a raised garden so I can try and grow crap (laughs). Pretty proud of myself. When I was able to do that, that’s what I’m working on.
PS: What would you say to someone who has their preconceived notions about you?
AG: I’m not what you think. I’m a very mellow, average ass person. I never wear make up. Every now and again I’ll throw some on. You can see in my pictures my hair is always natural. I very rarely wear make up. I’m not what the videos or my social me portray me to be. I am a mom. I’m just an average girl next door. I just happen to have size “O” cups.
PS: You’ve announced after December 31st you are closing down your Instagram, OnlyFans, everything.
AG: It’s not who I am. It’s not what I want to do. It’s just been a paycheck. I have my OnlyFans and that is … decent money. But again, I feel for what I’m putting out it’s not what I’m getting back. Some people think I’m only worth $5. Me I think I’m worth a hell of a lot more!!
That’s my opinion and my opinion doesn’t always seem to matter. I’m tired of people thinking of me as just a piece of ass. A piece of meat. Just titties. I am a person and I put a lot of thought and a lot of energy into what I do give out. Just because you’re not happy with it doesn’t mean I’m not giving you a piece of me. I think that’s the thing. I’m tired of giving myself away, you know? That would be my easy-ish answer for that.
PS: How did you choose the name Alaura?
AG: I met a girl who was Mexican and Filipino. She was another girl I knew’s friend and we would hang out all the time. I just loved her name. I think it’s a very pretty name.
PS: Please tell me why you chose the tattoos you have.
AG: My pig tattoo I got when I was 18. I love pigs. I have always wanted one as a pet hahah and the other two are for my brother and sister. I have semi-matching ones with them.
PS: Let’s talk about the adult videos and photo shoots you’ve done for Score. It is my understanding that they pay a one time fee for your work. They can release it’s not only on the web but DVD, Blu-ray, and any other future formats in perpetuity and not a soul that worked on any aspect of it will get so much as a penny more. Am I correct?
AG: Yep. I hear they’re still selling me and I haven’t been there in 4 years. I don’t ever watch anything of mine.
PS: It always looks like you’re a passenger in your own videos.
AG: Awkward. I don’t even masturbate. Again not to go too too far back but I was assaulted by my foster dad. So I’ve never had a good experience of knowing much about sex. People always looked at me as the girl with big boobs. Not just me, just the girl with big boobs. That was my name. Everyone always wanted to fuck me but no one ever wanted to date and get to know me. After what happened with my dad, my way of fixing myself and trying to figure out why or what – not that I ever got the answer – I just started drinking and smoking and fucking. It was never about me getting anything from it. I never got anything from it. I feel like sex has always just been sex. Sex has never been passion or love.
PS: It reminds me oddly enough, of the video you did with 2 guys.
AG: One of them – the darker haired guy – he was so rude that day. I was very nice and kind. Especially because I’m there to work. He was just rude! I enjoyed the blonde guy. He was very sweet to me. He talked to me. I also did the Tits & Tugs video with him.
PS: There’s the video of the guy over for a date.
AG: He was a little weird. He kept touching me and I’m like “Ugh, we’re not even rolling. Leave me alone.”
PS: Then there’s the muscles of tattoos guy.
AG: I enjoyed myself with him. He was very nice and sweet. He was actually the one who said “you should open up a Twitter!” I was like “mmmm – I’ll think about it.”
PS: The scenes all felt like all business and no emotion.
AG: Mm hmm I agree with you, I’ll say it was everything I expect it to be. I’ve always thought on my own, “Uck!, it’s so fake!” I also hate that they caked on so much make up. I looked so ugly. It was everything I expected, even trying to talk to the guys. No one really wanted to talk. I talked more to my makeup artist and my photographer. No one tried to talk to me. Even with it being my first time. No one even cared to help me. It was like “OK! Let’s Go!” Awkward. I think you can see in my face and my voice I just didn’t want to be there. I wanted money.
PS: Was it any different working for Divine Breasts?
AG: Um, he was … nice. He was a nice guy but I didn’t like that if he had the chance he would’ve taken it to sleep with me. I guess he is a boob guy himself and I could tell that while we were taking pictures. But I did appreciate that I never had to take my pants off.
PS: Have you ever heard how well your sets have done?
AG: I think they’ve made a shit ton of money off of me. I would like to see how much money they made off of me.
PS: How did it come to an end?
AG: I knew then that I wouldn’t be back. They had tried to do something about a year afterward. They reached out wanting to do something. I said “No, I wasn’t interested.” They didn’t even want to pay me what I feel I was worth. I just told them “No, then. You’re making so much money off of me and I’m not getting any type of cut out of that.” So why do more?
PS: So you’ve decided to wrap up being Alaura at the end of the year.
AG: Yep, it’s the end. My finale …
PS: So you’d surely like to go out with a bang and reach as many folks as possible.
AG: Exactly! Yes, I would. I’d like to say if anyone hasn’t that has wanted to – this is it! I mean I know I’ll probably circulate because of the photos that are out there and other people who have shared. But as for me posting any newer content or anything else, this will be it. This is the close of a door of Alaura Grey. I’m signing off for good and starting my next chapter. Trying to figure out who I am going forward, hopefully. I’m hoping to find my smile again. I am excited for what my future holds.
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Many thanks to Dawn for the transcription!
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